I am no longer adventurous.
I am too anxious.
I worry too much.
I am not as free as I used to be.
I am free-er than I ever was before.
It takes me ten years to get over some things. Maybe fifteen.
I am not a hedonist.
I can think myself happy.
I don’t want to rely on others.
I am no longer my old self and not yet my new self.
I have not slowed down in a long time.